Trip to California planned...

It isn't too many days until my friend Junior, and I, leave for our trip to California.  Junior, as I have explained before, is my ex-husband of 24+ years, plus five years of going together before marriage.  We have remained good friends, and that has been a blessing for both of us as well as our two children.  Since we met in high school, and the 45th class reunion is on August 27, (my birthday) we are going together.  While in Santa Rosa at the reunion, we can also visit family who still lives there.  On the way back, we will stop in San Jose and visit our daughter and her family.  The trip will be quick, every minute filled with activity, and nice to know that I am able to enjoy the time away from medical "stuff".

When I get back, during the first part of September, I will have another CT scan.  Only this time the doctor wants to do from neck to hips.  Also, there will be an ultrasound on the mass that is attached to my thyroid.
The last ultrasound and invasive biopsy showed no cancer.  I am praying for the same results.  Even if it is not cancerous, the size may determine whether or not there will be surgery to remove the bulk.  Hopefully, this mass has not grown and I can go a while before another invasive procedure. 

I have to tell you I have found the coolest medical identification necklace. 

I have loaded my information onto this, and for me it was easy to do.  So... anyone can do it.  The price was not bad, about $50.00.  An extravagance for a simple necklace, but not for this one.  Also, how often are you seperated from the life saving aspirin you may need?  I bought a charm that I can wear around my neck that fits one aspirin.  After I ordered it, my sister brought home an even less expensive idea.  At the craft stores there are usually charms as well as beads.  She took an aspirin with her and found a heart locket that would fit the aspirin.  Perfect, inexpensive and ready to put on a ribbon or chain.  Easy access!  Note: for men there are charms other than heart lockets.

Good news... I have been accepted to move into the apartments I wanted.  I have to wait until my birthday to find out adjusted rent amount.  I will call from California on my birthday, and hopfully there will be an opening in September.  I have gone to the apartments and found the locations in the building I would like, but...  guess I will have to wait and see.  This apartment complex is for seniors (62 and older).  I have had acquaintances scrunch their face and ask me if it is really what I want to do.  I am looking at the glass half full here.  It is a small apartment, bedroom, livingroom, kitchen, bathroom.  I will put my ingenious space saving ideas to work here.  There will be an adjusted rent, so that I can eat, buy medicine and pay rent.  There will be no loud parties above, beside or behind my apartment.  There will be no families with small children.  I never minded the children, and their noises.  Those are to be expected!  What I minded was the lazy parents who screamed at their kids, rather than going to them and showing and telling them what they were doing wrong and showing them the right way.  The parents drove me nuts, shouting... then catching the children and wrenching one arm to haul them away.  I cannot do that again.  Besides, this apartment is walking distance to the hospital, both doctors, a pharmacy, grocery store, fast food restaurant, several mom and pop restaurants, coffee shop, park, city swimming pool, post office, etc.  I don't want to move again... so this will be perfect for me.  Also, just think.. I won't be making the long trip to my medical appointments in the heat of the summer or the cold/ice/snow during the winter. 


Dad:  Easy, easy there ya go... whoops, careful, watch the
tail... oops, yikes, get that tree outa there!  I feel dizzy!
Son:  Dad, go make some burgers or something!


Moving day is going to be interesting.  "If" my son or daughte-in-law have the day off of work... "if" my friend Junior has the day off work... "if" my daughter can come up from California... if, if, and if.  I did find that there is a group in the area called "Teen Challenge" who hire out to help with odd jobs as a fund raiser.  I will check on that.  As far as my sister (broken rib not healed well), brother-in-law still mending from his stroke/cancer, friends who have health issues or are older than I...  I  guess I will keep lookin. 

I have been slow in posting these past months, but should get better when I move.  The computer works so very slow here in Royal City, as well as my health and lack of patience.

  I am using all of that as an excuse, and hope to not have those excuses soon. 

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Already, it is August 2nd...

Another month has gone by!  The heat of summer is upon us! 


First of all, let me tell you of my Oncologist appointment yesterday, Monday, 08/01.  My GFR number, which tells me whether or not the right kidney is functioning properly was down.  Last month (June) the number was above >60, which is where the doctor wants it.  Also, my WBC (white blood cell) count was good.  This month (ending in July), one month without chemo, my GFR is down to 49, and the WBC count is not bad, but low enough for certain contributors to this count to either be low enough to be off the chart (not good), or high enough to be off the chart (not good).  The doctor cheerfully said, "not bad Marie, I have seen your numbers  much worse."  But, he also said... "how have you been enjoying the summer off of chemo? ...and, we'll go with another month without of chemo."  What!  I thought chemo was done, finished, kaput.  Next, he says that mid September I am going to have another contrast scan, which includes the entire torso.  He doesn't like doing the contrast scans as the chemicals additionally inhibit my kidney function.


On the bright side, my glucose numbers are remaining good .  Of course that has been dependent on my not being on chemo, as well as diet, insulin and chia seed.  Yes, I am still taking one teaspoon of chia seed before each meal and main snack.  That makes five times a day I take one teaspoon chia with a glass of water.  When I do not take the chia seed, my numbers go up.  I have been reducing my insulin intake daily by one unit a.m./p.m. making it 2 units each day.  I am down to 22 units in a.m. and 22 units in p.m.  Of course, if I have to begin chemo again, all of this will change.


My application for a senior, low income apartment was approved.  The apartment office manager said that I was not considered low low income, just low income.  The apartments are small, but it will put me back in Kennewick closer to the doctors.  The drive is tiresome, expensive, and when I don't feel well... long.  In fact, I got the feeling from listening to my doctor on Monday, he has been waiting for my move back to Kennewick to make treatment decisions.  He knows my money situation, and understands that each time he asks me to come into town what my costs end up being.  The doctor understands the stress of being long distance... time, money, living out of a suitcase, etc.  He does not want me under stress.  He even volunteered to call the apartment complex to ensure they know that I need an apartment that faces out and not into another apartment because of my claustrophobia.  Gloria (sister) looked up causes of my poor (but could be worse) numbers, and stress was a definate contributing factor!


I also talked to the business side of the hospital.  My insurance, Group Health, contracted with Medicare, has still not paid on any of my chemo treatments.  They date back to December, 2010!  I was assured that they would not cut off treatment, and would look into it themselves and let me know. 


This month I am going to California with my ex and friend Junior.  Since we met in high school, and came from the same home town, he offered to take me to the 45th class reunion.  An added plus is that we are still friends, both his and my families still live in Santa Rosa, and then we can stop and see our daughter and her family together in San Jose on the way home. 


Now, I am going to kick back for the rest of today, and begin a new project in the morning.  I am going to get up early, before the heat, and begin sanding and painting my bed frame before the move.  I still tire very easily, so it takes me a lot longer to accomplish what I did "before" cancer.  As long as I have something to tie around my head to stop the dripping sweat, a wet cloth around my neck, something to drink and somewhere to sit and pace myself... I am good to go.